For in my dark despair
I slowly understood my perfect world out there had disappeared for good
But in its place I feel a truer life begin
And it’s so good and real
It must come from within
And I
I never thought I’d leave behind
My childhood dreams but I don’t mind
For now I love the world I see
No change of heart,
A change in me ❤
For now I realize
That good can come from bad
That may not make me wise
But oh it makes me glad
Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I’m through with playing by the rules of someone else’s game
Too late for second guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It’s time to trust my instincts, close my eyes
and leap
I
Am going to punch every one of these motherfuckers in the face
It feels so nice to get away
Away from campus, away from everyone
And just enjoy my starbucks with my thoughts
Guess im anti social
You are seriously such a cunt
Like are you really going to tweet about me when I’m in the room?! I seriously cannot wait to never have to see such a superficial, backstabbing, obnoxious, arrogant, ignorant, brainless little cunt again.
Well this is going to be awkward.
